I was in chat with her but she never said anything bad, I didn't hear much out of her til I had to go AFK and she was upset thinking I was ignoring her but she wasn't saying anything!
A person who intends to blow out her brains with a gun probably wouldn't care how much the gun costs or whether it is legal.
Re: She is o.k. NO SHE IS NOT! ANYONE WHO WOULD POST SOMETHING LIKE THIS IS NOT! SHE HAS HAD ALOT OF STRESS TRYING TO GET HER BUSINESS UP AND GOING, AND I BELIEVE THERE IS SOMETHING BREWING THERE! RONI...SNAP OUT OF IT...RUN DON'T WALK TO YOUR NEAREST HOSPITAL'S EMERGENCY ROOM! NOW! PLEASE SWEETHEART! YOU DESERVE TO GET HELP! I AM PRAYING FOR YOU! tuit
Re: She is o.k. Umm. How about roni get a xanax (1mg) and take that and chill out.. Don't go typing stuff that might end up threatening your freedom, please. To be marked looney isn't fun.
Re: She is o.k. I have to agree with Tuit. Suicide, or even contemplating suicide is serious business and is not something to joke about. If Roni is thinking about it she needs help immediately. Her post is not the way to vent. Roni, wishing you the best. Dani
Re: She is o.k. Although suicide is certainly a serious matter, as are the threats of suicide, I must concur with Daveberk's assessment of this particular matter. Posting that you'd like to buy a gun and then asking whether or not it's legal hardly constitutes a serious suicide threat. Irrespective of a gun's legality, suicide itself is illegal in all fifty states. People who seriously desire to end their lives don't spend too much time worrying about whether or not they are breaking the law. Rather, this thread more closely resembles Roni's previous "exit" from this board a few months ago. At that time she announced that she would never return again, whereupon many people rushed to her side and begged that she reconsider. Roni has pulled for this kind of response more than once before. It's clear that this obviously intelligent young woman has many talents. She has certainly helped many on this board. Moreover, she is about to embark upon a new career in dentistry, a task which is rife with stress. However, and I'll direct this at Roni, as a health professional you fully well understand that if you believe your life is in danger that you should present yourself at an emergency room and say so. At that point, you will be admitted for inpatient psychiatric treatment. Posting a vague threat on a board like this buys you no time, but it clearly engenders a good deal of worry among others who care about you. You certainly can choose to stir panic in others who care about you, but that kind of behavior certainly shows no regard for their feelings. You didn't ask for anything more than a gun recommendation, but I'm going to give you some other advice regardless: 1) If you believe you are seriously in danger of ending your life, go to your nearest hospital emergency room and make that clear as soon as possible. (I realize you know that already.) 2) If your life isn't really in danger, consider the disadvantages in making these kinds of posts. In that case, you might even consider publicly posting your feelings about having caused so many others such anxiety and sadness. Roni, I count myself among those who are saddened by the fact that you are feeling terrible. I very well remember our nights in the chat room here, and I miss those days very much. I hope you feel better soon, and I'm sure I don't need to remind you how to get the help you need, whether it's basic counseling or something more serious. Doc
Re: She is o.k. I have to apologize to everyone here. I did not intend to take this long to respond and didnt actually expect this kind of response. I posted that to express how frustrated I was w/ things going on in my life. A good friend came over to make me feel better laat night ....and I never got back to the board. I was busy all day today and another friend took me to dinner tonight and to look at my office and check all issues before the contractors leave and I give them final payment. {Lizadking please stop analyzing me or commenting on me at all. I dont comment on you. Notice I said please} Once again thanks for your concern, I apologize for leaving the board hanging w/ that post. My contractors totally took advantage of me b/c I am a woman and wouldnt do the job right and I had to get real ugly w/ this since last Thursday. Some jerk dentist on another message board for dentist totally blasted my spending so far on the office and called me clueless. So the stress was mounting. But I would never take my life. I love myself and I love Chirst too much for that. It's the kiling others I have to work on....lol bye
Re: She is o.k. Roni... It shouldn't surprise you that someone would analyze you or comment on you after posting like you did. Placing a post like that only solicits comments and analysis. I don't think Lizardking meant anything negative about it. To me, it seemed as though he was trying to calm everyone down. By the way, I'm glad you are OK
Just remember, When your at rock bottom, things can only go one way, and that's up. Some of the most wealthy people in the world were flat broke, some more than once, at some point in their lives!
Hey, I for one totally understand. You had a terrible day (week, etc.), and you posted something, but you had no intention of leaving us all hanging. Life interceded in the mean time, lol. Well, I hope you forgive my "tough talk" Roni! Glad you're well. Talk to you soon. Randy
Re: She is o.k. Not that it really matters, but I dont really like being called a drama queen. To me that is name calling. But if you notice I said PLEASE and if that is not enough I dont know what is.
Re: She is o.k. Wouldn't you say that this thread is a little dramatic? To be honest, I think we ALL have been a little dramatic at times. Just my opinion.